Archive for September, 2003

In the CD player.

Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Steve Earle: Jerusalem

I’m a new discoverer of this name-you-know, and I’m enjoyng the political stuff very much. Highly recommended.

Brian Houston: Big Smile

If you’ve heard of this guy, then I’m impressed and I must ask which part of Belfast you’re from? (Only kidding…) At the risk of sounding like Steve Stockman’s liner notes on one of Houston’s earlier CDs, I really don’t like listening to worship music. Add to that the damning reports I’d heard about this disc from a couple of my friends, and you’ll understand why I’m only really listening to it now - it’s a 2000 release!

However, I was really fed up tonight (fed up with being ill all week - although I’m much improved this weekend - fed up with not getting much time with my wife, dare I say it a little fed up with work just now - it’s been a tough few months - fed up with the stress of trying to move house, fed up with all the things I’m just a little bit fed up with) and as I was leaving to drive Rebecca to work I reached into the CD collection and my hand came out clutching this. Just what the doctor (or more likely the Big Man) ordered, it succeeded in lifting my spirits for the duration of the drive home, and I really didn’t want to get out of the car: in the car you can sit in the dark by the side of the road in a quiet, darkened, night-time street with the volume way up catching the wave of truly honest yet worshipful lyrics over some properly joyful guitar lines, and feeling the bass and drums deep within you in a way that you just couldn’t get away with in a tenement at ten o’clock at night!

Still rather fed up, but with just a little hint more of a smile on my face.

The saga continues…

Friday, September 12th, 2003

Catching up from this post, everything has changed.

The original phone hasn’t found its way back to O2, and after a little convincing they accepted that this really couldn’t be my problem (since they sent it to the wrong place). I have been ordered up a new phone and SIM card. This succeeded eventually by ordering the phone to our buildng number and sticking a note on it to tell the courier which flat to look for! I now have the SIM card - was addressed wrongly but the postman knows where I live - and it is working in an old handset, but the phone has been held up. Apparently there’s been a recall on the chargers as they are exploding (!), and the warehouse has to inspect all their stock before they send it out. I still await…

On the plus side, I figured out why my address wasn’t working. The system (including Experian, the credit reference people) has our postcode wrong. The other flats on this stair are under the correct postcode, while ours is under the one for the other end of the street. Now I know.

Modern technology. I complain about it, and then I jump through all these hoops to get it.

Holiday.

Friday, September 12th, 2003

Once again, this weekend is a holiday weekend in Edinburgh.

I still haven’t got a handle on all these holidays. In Northern Ireland there’s a few bank holidays a year, but over here it seems like just about every other weekend brings another one.

I wonder if there’s a list somewhere…

Frustration.

Thursday, September 11th, 2003

[moan]

A funny thing happened while I was at the rugby last weekend. All of a sudden I was hit by this mad wave of dizziness - couldn’t see straight, couldn’t sit upright, generally not very happy at all. The doctor on site, and since then my GP, reckoned a viral inner ear-thing that’s knackering my balance but not doing much else, and should be gone by this weekend.

Here’s hoping, because I can’t drive and I can’t walk very far, which means I’m stuck in the flat doing prep stuff and being taken out by my wife for the occasional short drive for a change of scenery. This means I’ve had to call off a couple of things this week, and tomorrow evening’s youth club is looking shakey, since the uni term hasn’t started yet and all the usual help has yet to return to Edinburgh. Meanwhile, I’m going nuts sitting in this flat, running out of patience for various papery things I have to do.

[/moan]

Hey, Nostradamus!

Monday, September 8th, 2003

Caution: may contain spoilers.

After much excitement and anticipation (I like this guy’s writing), I finally got my hands on the new Douglas Coupland, Hey, Nostradamus!.

I finished it this morning before I got out of bed (don’t you love it when your day off rolls around), and it’s left me a little unsure of what to make of it. A little frustrated, perhaps, and mildly dissatisfied. And rather depressed.

It’s a tale in four voices: Cheryl, the seventeen-year-old victim of high-school shooting spree (narrating her own death in a touchingly calm manner); Jason, her widower (secretly married in high school) who eleven years later is still trying to make peace with her death; Heather, Jason’s girlfriend whose life is taken over by Jason’s mysterious disappearance; and Reg, Jason’s unloving and unlovely father who is struggling to find solace in his own particularly extreme and graceless version of evangelical Christianity.

Some comment has been made on how Coupland draws inspiration from the shootings at Columbine, reading his emphasis on the consequences of the event rather than it’s causes as an offensively wasted opportunity for exploration. I find that the persistent reading alongside Columbine slightly misses the point. The beginning of this novel could have been any senseless disaster: the plane crash of Miss Wyoming, a road accident, the chemical clash of Girlfriend In A Coma. Coupland does not set out to analyse that massacre (a la Michael Moore). Instead, he seeks to explore the myriad persistent, subtle and not-so-subtle, effects the untimely loss of a loved one can have on a person and consequently on those who know and love that person. Here the central character is Jason, not Cheryl. Coupland merely uses the dramatic nature of the loss as a way to introduce still other threads: take, for instance, Jason’s inability to go unrecognised in his hometown of Vancouver as the cleared survivour-hero-suspect. This is not a novel about Columbine.

Coupland is sharp, observant, and witty (but never insenstive). His writing can tend towards the slightly abstract and detached, and I was caught off guard by how affecting this novel can be emotionally. The most well-developed character is Jason, and we feel his loss at Cheryl’s death, and his pain at the betrayal of his church youth group. For that is the other main talking-point of Nostradamus: faith that doesn’t stand up to grief, and that is largely a tool for self-gratification. The members of Jason’s and Cheryl’s youth group are judgemental, disgusting and disgraceful. Reg’s zeal has rendered him a monster. Jason has looked here and not found what he needs. As a Christian, I react to these themes with dismay - not because I am offended, but because I recognise the caricature painted as one based firmly in reality. I am merely glad that that reality is born out of man’s weakness and sin and repeated inability to live up to God’s grace, rather than the grace that God has treated us with, and with which we must in turn treat each other.

The difference I see here from Coupland’s earlier work is that in among the bleakness and the suffering, in Nostradamus I cannot find any hope. By the last page, Reg is longing and believing that he will be reunited with his missing son, but the reader cannot believe that this will ever happen. But this is the frustration and dissatisfaction, as well - the ending is just ambiguous enough to leave us unsure, but not ambiguous enough to actually let us hope for the best. The Russian mobster sub-plot really is the wrong peg to hang it all on.

This is still a book I will recommend. It depresses me and dissatisfies me, but in a way it perhaps intends to. It encourages me to think. And I am always grateful for an honest mirror held up to the Church.

(Reflection and review elsewhere.)

Rich.

Monday, September 8th, 2003

Puts things in perspective when I realise I’m in the richest 4.78% of people in the world. What about you?

(Nod to Mig.)

Bruce.

Thursday, September 4th, 2003

Last night I had my first chance to catch Bruce Cockburn live, at the Queen’s Hall in Edinburgh. I think he gets the inaugural spot on my list of “Artists it should be compulsory to hear live.”

He didn’t have a band with him - it was just Bruce and his acoustic guitars, with some backing vox and keys/accordion from a lady by the name of Julie Wolf - but the only thing you’d notice is how it lets the man’s guitar playing shine out like it should. I like live music, a lot. I don’t catch as much as I’d like to. But I can say without worrying at all that Cockburn is the best guitarist I’ve heard live. Full on rhythmic accompaniment from that one instrument. The occasional jaw-dropping lead break, as well. And I never would have thought of putting an acoustic instrument through a tremolo; but, then, I’m not Bruce Cockburn (and as a particular fan of The Charity Of Night, in my head his sound is at least partly defined by proper use of that effect). It works well.

As far as the songs are concerned, I was made happy pretty early on when he did Pacing The Cage (its delicious bleakness and powerful imagery make it one of my all time favourite cuts, not to mention the beautiful guitar part), which left me free to enjoy a range of tracks from the new album - which I really must get round to finding a copy of. The title track, You’ve Never Seen Everything, is classic Bruce: spoken word over a tense groove, assailing and assaulting the listener with some truly harrowing imagery that is still shot through with a sense of radical hope. For more politicising, see the likes of Trickle Down and the classic If I Had A Rocket Launcher, a song I have more of a taste for in this live, acoustic form.

This is a gig I’d been looking forward to since I heard about it at the start of the summer, and I’m glad to have joined the select (committed, fanatical, familial) crowd of UK live Bruce devotees. May this be the first of many.